TODAY!!!
In an instant, before I could breathe, the news pierced my ears and disturbed my mind. My days were perfect knowing you were always close by, today feels like a train wreck, I didn't get to say good-bye. I know pain, I have fought against deception & adversity before, but this one grapples the soul; My heart tells me it's not true, my mind struggles to accept the possibilities, I don't care, what they say, where do I find you! Your favorite coffee is still brewing, your mail is on the kitchen counter, our children are waiting at the door and our dog is barking hysterically. I'm still holding on to your promises, we have unfinished plans to achieve , how do I accept th is reality, you're never coming home to me. The road for healing & restoration seems too tedious, I'm not prepared for this journey. I feel, as if I was, abandoned in a desert without food or water, the sun is unusually hot Today. I never imagined the earth cou...