I'M SORRY!!!
I have a plan to prosper and enrich your soul and make you a beacon of light to draw other souls.
I want to set you upright and renew your mind, as my strength in you grows.
Don't worry about the future I will guide your steps and I will open doors no man can close.
but before I reveal my plan there's some things you have to let go!
You were just 8 years old and you trusted them but they took away your innocence, you were so confused because they said they loved you!
The truth be told it's not true! I created love and my love protects and motivates faith to reach a higher place! My compassion is extended towards you and my forgiveness will restore you.
I know the battle has just begun but you can resist the anger boiling in your bones. Your soul wants justice and revenge! Your heart so harden, it's like walls of brick and no one knows how crushed you've been. I know it wasn't right and they never said a word but child I will say it! I'm sorry!
I know you kept it secret, for exposure and rejection was too hard. I know your pain and it's tearing you apart inside, so believe me when I say, I'm sorry!
I'm sorry they lied to you, I'm sorry they touched you, I'm sorry they blamed you, I'm sorry for the secrets, I'm sorry for your broken heart, I'm sorry for your shame, I am sorry for your suffering from nervousness, nightmares and cold sweats and the voices of suicide in your head, but it all stops now! For repentance and forgiveness wipes away every sin and allows healing to begin.
I can feel your faith increasing, now, because your soul is listening and if you continue, the hardness around your heart will soften and loosen then you will smile again because your tears stopped falling!
I can hear your praises and see your life changing, just realize! You're experiencing your first miracle!